I just stabbed myself a million times just now. You don't know how pain it is to face this mess that I dug in. I keep thinking, keep thinking. It seems as though I'll see it in my dreams. Maybe deep down we all know, it's easier said than done. Friendship, love. It all changes quickly before you actually realised. Thats when the cleverest ain't clever anymore; The one who always know what to do, can't tell what's right to do. I got caught up once again.
Now, then I'm really doing myself a favour. I wanna get hold of myself if you know what I mean. Like who the f am I now? This is not how I'm like and you know what, I'm gonna hit rewind. This time it's for real and I know I'm doing this right.
Well, but maybe not now cos my stomach is growling like mad. And my hair is super straight, I don't know what to do.
Kel, mindy. Thanks. I know I'll always have you girls. Mindy, I really don't want you to go :(
